thanks guys for accompanying me.
it was fun prata-ing with me right?? hahahaha!!
i cant believe school is starting.
im still in for the holiday mood.
i dont miss school. =P
TWO THOUSAND AND FIVE.
new year is coming really soon!!
this year is the most happening year for me.
the year where maturity takes place in everyone's life.
as a 15 year-old girl.. ive seen quite a lot of the real world.
learnt a lot.
im very happy and proud of myself.
i made it.
this year is definitely not an easy year for me.
struggled a lot.
at first, i had problems with my family.
as my mom going through depression, it rubs into me.
are men really that bad? that im so scared of them.
i believe in giving chances.
but most people take them for granted.
i admit i do too.
we are not perfect.
what makes us perfect is when you make use of your life, make others and yourself happy and be optimistic.
we are all beautiful in our own ways and cherish the beauty we have as people will remember you for the way you make yourself beautiful.
its even better when you make others and yourself feel beautiful.
it was really lucky that i excelled in my studies.
for those who was promoted by luck.
please dont waste in this chance.
to those who didnt make it.
there's always another chance.
i really thought i was going to do badly this year as i played alot.
but next year, its going to be another tough year for me. for everyone.
its my N level. this time no lucky lucky me.
there's no time to waste.
to all my friends. esp my table crew. C:
i sincerely want to thank all of you who went through ups and downs with me.
who heard me crying over the phone.
who went mad with me with coke screaming abt our problems.
who were with me at the beach talking abt life.
who studied with me.
who laughed with me.
who cried with me.
who i fell in love with and now my good friend.
who...
who was there for me as a friend and took all the trouble just to cheer me up.
who gave me roses.
who showered me with love, care, trust and blessing from god.
it was a tough year for us right?
but guess what?
its all over and we made it!!
i know sometimes i can be quite fuck'd up.
but honestly, i do treasure the times we spend together as good friends.
watching purple screen.
sun tanning.
going high on cokes.
crashing each others' house and making a hell outta noise!
challenging in sports and studies.
food fight in canteen! remember that michelle? the fork.....
falling in love and mending it.
right now guys... falling in love will be the most beautiful thing that can happen.
but always remember that if it ends, its not the end of our lives.
love again and dont repeat mistakes.
always remember that your family and friends will always be there for you and in their heart,
they will always love you.
as teenagers..we are sometimes seek for attention.
but when you dont get them.
that doesnt mean that you will never get it.
that doesnt mean that they hate you or they dont care abt you.
learn how to deal with yourself before dealing with others.
for broken hearts:
for my friends:
it was fun prata-ing with me right?? hahahaha!!
i cant believe school is starting.
im still in for the holiday mood.
i dont miss school. =P
TWO THOUSAND AND FIVE.
new year is coming really soon!!
this year is the most happening year for me.
the year where maturity takes place in everyone's life.
as a 15 year-old girl.. ive seen quite a lot of the real world.
learnt a lot.
im very happy and proud of myself.
i made it.
this year is definitely not an easy year for me.
struggled a lot.
at first, i had problems with my family.
as my mom going through depression, it rubs into me.
are men really that bad? that im so scared of them.
i believe in giving chances.
but most people take them for granted.
i admit i do too.
we are not perfect.
what makes us perfect is when you make use of your life, make others and yourself happy and be optimistic.
we are all beautiful in our own ways and cherish the beauty we have as people will remember you for the way you make yourself beautiful.
its even better when you make others and yourself feel beautiful.
it was really lucky that i excelled in my studies.
for those who was promoted by luck.
please dont waste in this chance.
to those who didnt make it.
there's always another chance.
i really thought i was going to do badly this year as i played alot.
but next year, its going to be another tough year for me. for everyone.
its my N level. this time no lucky lucky me.
there's no time to waste.
Shoot for the moon.
Even if you miss it
you will land among
the stars.
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Lester Louis Brown, b 1928to all my friends. esp my table crew. C:
i sincerely want to thank all of you who went through ups and downs with me.
who heard me crying over the phone.
who went mad with me with coke screaming abt our problems.
who were with me at the beach talking abt life.
who studied with me.
who laughed with me.
who cried with me.
who i fell in love with and now my good friend.
who...
who was there for me as a friend and took all the trouble just to cheer me up.
who gave me roses.
who showered me with love, care, trust and blessing from god.
it was a tough year for us right?
but guess what?
its all over and we made it!!
i know sometimes i can be quite fuck'd up.
but honestly, i do treasure the times we spend together as good friends.
watching purple screen.
sun tanning.
going high on cokes.
crashing each others' house and making a hell outta noise!
challenging in sports and studies.
food fight in canteen! remember that michelle? the fork.....
falling in love and mending it.
right now guys... falling in love will be the most beautiful thing that can happen.
but always remember that if it ends, its not the end of our lives.
love again and dont repeat mistakes.
always remember that your family and friends will always be there for you and in their heart,
they will always love you.
as teenagers..we are sometimes seek for attention.
but when you dont get them.
that doesnt mean that you will never get it.
that doesnt mean that they hate you or they dont care abt you.
learn how to deal with yourself before dealing with others.
for broken hearts:
I do my thing, and you do your thing,
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations
And you are not in this world to live up to mind.
You are you and I am I,
And if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.
If not, it can't be helped.
___________________________________
Frederick Saloman Perls, 1893-1970for my friends:
I have learned that a good friend
is the purest of all God's gifts,
for it is a love that has
no exchange or payment.
____________________________________
Frances Farmer, 1910-1970this year..
i step into the world called love.
i got into a serious r/s with charmaine.
for the first few months..
we both struggled in silent.
on the second month..
i decided to leave her.
sometimes i think too much for her.
like, i want her to be happy and let me be in the dark without knowing what makes her happy.
it would be the most stupidiest mistake ever.
right now.. im loving her more and forever will be.
we both can understand our needs in life.
im trying really hard to be a good gf at least.
its not easy for sure.
went through a lot of challenges.
though we both may have age gap.
but we both made it.
right baby?
well..toughest one for me was the early nov issue. [_ _Y thing]
now, i can see that we're progressing..
thank you baby for creating this love together with me.
and taking every step slowly with me.
it is something that i will never forget.
it is something that is really beautiful.
it is love that makes our lives more colourful.
your unique way of loving me is something i cherish most.
one word frees us from of all the weight and pain of life,
that word is love.
To love means never to be afraid of the
windstorms you shield the canyons
from the windstorms you would never see the
beauty of the carvings.
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Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, b. 1926
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HAPPY NEWYEAR EVERYONE!!c:
the future is unwritten....
